It's like never leaves, he's always on your mind. You will be doing something and he'll just come to mind. You could be doing homework or listening to music and he just comes to your mind.
You'll start to remember the way it felt to be his. The way he would hold your hand. The way he would whisper "I Love You" and then kiss you. The way he would make you feel worth it.
But,
When you walk by him in the hallway it's like he is not even there. Then you remember he is not yours.
He doesn't want you anymore.
He doesn't LOVE you.
That is when he leaves your mind because you put up this front. You don't want to remember him. You shut it off and go back to what you're doing.
Someday it will be easier as for now, it is HARD.
One day, he'll remember all these things about you and wish he could have it back or you hope he will want you back.
STOP HOPING!!
It breaks you.
"You don't need him anymore" your friends say.
You believe them but then you remember how he was the only one there for you at one point and you're back where you started.
Remembering him and everything that come along with him and it is like a curse.
A curse that never breaks.
#cp
I am that girl,
-yean-
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