Stop Hoping.

Assalamualaikum wbt world.

It's like never leaves, he's always on your mind. You will be doing something and he'll just come to mind. You could be doing homework or listening to music and he just comes to your mind.

You'll start to remember the way it felt to be his. The way he would hold your hand. The way he would whisper "I Love You" and then kiss you. The way he would make you feel worth it.

But,

When you walk by him in the hallway it's like he is not even there. Then you remember he is not yours.

He doesn't want you anymore.

He doesn't LOVE you.

That is when he leaves your mind because you put up this front. You don't want to remember him. You shut it off and go back to what you're doing.

Someday it will be easier as for now, it is HARD.

One day, he'll remember all these things about you and wish he could have it back or you hope he will want you back.

STOP HOPING!!

It breaks you.

"You don't need him anymore" your friends say.

You believe them but then you remember how he was the only one there for you at one point and you're back where you started.

Remembering him and everything that come along with him and it is like a curse.

A curse that never breaks.

#cp

I am that girl,

-yean-

Publish!!

Kind Of Love.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I want to be loved.

But,

I also really want to love someone.

I imagine that there is no greater feeling than knowing that there is someone who looks forward to you everyday.

I want to give someone that "We will survive together" kind of love.

That "I will make sure you smile despite life's horrible weather" kind of love.

That "I will never leave and I mean that" kind of love.

That "Forget your old relationship, I am here to reformat" kind of love.

I want to exchange hearts.

I want to kiss someone until we are both breathless.

I want to be someone's 4 am phone call when life makes them restless.

And love, has tendency to leave me perplexed.

Even now, it is hard to figure out what to write next.

But I know that i want to love someone.

I just hope that the one I love and the one that breaks my heart do not have the same address.

#cp

That Kind Of Girl,

-yean-

Publish!!