This Guy is Mine ❤️

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hello everyone. Post kali ini maw buat official announcement la kunun. Memandangkan hari ney birthday dya (09/06/2016), and esok (10/06/2016) is our monthsarry yang ke dua. I want to introduce to you all la kunun the love of my life.

Hohoho. My En. Kesayangan name is tuutt. He is from Semporna. Thats it. Hahaha. For the first time I saw him, ada getar dalam jiwa. Tapi masa tue xla layan sangat sebab masih protes lagi kan kenapa la perlu pindah Hospital Tawau ney.  Jauh dari keluarga, jiwa suda sebati dengan ED Likas. But what to do. Masa tue memang terpaksa positive kan diri. Berdoa semoga ada hikmah.

Kerja dengan dya di department yang sama. Mula-mula xda orang pun tegur.  Mungkin sebab sya jenis kalau orang xtegur xjua la sya tegur tue orang 😂😂 Lama2 bila selalu kerja dengan dya start la bercakap jua. And then pandai la dya buat lawak. Tue yang buat sya tertarik kali 😂😂. Mula2 takut maw bagi tahu. Last2 saya jua yang confess even takut kena reject. Yup, memang saya yang kejar dya. Hhahaha. 

Tapi syukur la, xjua kena reject mentah mentah, even dya take time maw buat keputusan. Sabar jak la sya. Alhamdullillah, Allah bersama orang yang sabar. And now 2 months already. Even saya kuat merajuk, banyak perangai buruk namun dya tetap sabar seja layan karenah saya yang minta puji ney. Hahaha. 

Okay lah, cukup dulu sampai sini. Doakan hubungan ini hingga ke level yang seterusnya (kahwin kot, memang dalam perancangan suda) dan hingga ke Jannah. Aamiin, InsyaAllah.

The happy Kiddo,

Yean.

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The Relationship Problem.

Every relationship gets boring and it will get boring after you've been together for years. It's always fun in the beginning. It's always exciting when you're getting to know each other. It's always thrilling to chase one another. Eventually, it gets hard. Eventually, it becomes difficult. Eventually, it drains you. That's when people tend to quit and go look for someone else because "the spark is gone" and they want to feel wanted and admired and loved again. But listen, that's not how it's supposed to be. No, that's not how it works. It doesn't have to be that way. Even when it does get boring, that's when you're supposed to remember why you're with that person in the first place and it's never too late to find that happiness that you both once found together because the truth is, it's always been there and it never left. Even when it feels like feelings are fading, that's when you're supposed to know how much this person means to you and what losing them would be like because being able to love someone even when they're being hard to love shows that your feelings never left. Even when it feels like you're done, that's when you're supposed to realize that no matter who you're with, it's always going to get "boring" so you might as well be with someone who's willing to love you 

unconditionally and never give up on you.

Copy and paste. #sharingthegoodvibes

Yean. 

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You Will Remember Her 😏

Assalamualaikum wbt.

One day, you’ll remember the girl who loved you so much that she forgot to love herself. You’ll remember her when you wake up, when you eat, when you’re about to sleep. She will be your greatest nightmare. You will be the one crying, and she will be the one happy with someone else.

One day, you’ll regret losing her. You lost the girl who did everything for you. You lost the girl who was always there for you when no one else is. You lost her because of your ego. You lost the girl who stayed by your side even if you threw harsh words to her. You lost the girl who tried to understand you when she needed you and you were not there.

One day, you’ll realize that she was the one for you. The girl who stood by your side even if you don’t appreciate her. The girl you chose to let go because you’re full of pride. One day, you’ll realize that the girl you screwed up and left for another girl, was the girl who kept on fighting and defending you when she hears gossips about you.

One day, you’ll see her happy and contented with the life she have when you left her. She will thank you for letting her go and for making her realize she is worth of something so much better, that there is someone out there who is willing to do everything for her. She will look into your eyes with no feelings for you at all.

One day, when you see her, you will feel like you’ve been stabbed in your heart a millions times for giving up on her. And when that day comes, no matter what you do, no matter what you say to her, it will not make sense because she was already done spending years of her life trying to make you love her as she loved you. But you didn’t.

The happy girl,

Yean.

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Ramadan Al-Mubarak

Assalamualaikum wbt. 

Ramadan kini menjelang lagi. Alhamdullillah, hari ini ramadan ke 2. 

Untuk tahun ini, saya menjalani ramadan di tempat orang. Jauh dari keluarga. Tahun ke dua saya berpuasa tanpa keluarga di sisi. Namun, alhamdullillah kali ini saya tidak sendirian. Terima kasih kepada En. Teddy Bear sebab sentiasa ada untuk elakkan saya rasa kesunyian. Even sebelum bulan ramadan tiba. Terima kasih sayang.

Iftar pertama bersama keluarga dya di Semporna. Syukur masih ada tempat saya menumpang kasih. Masih ada tempat saya berteduh walaupun jauh dari family. Semoga hubungan ini erat hingga ke akhir hayat. Aamiin.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.

Yean.

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